Sat 19th- End Of Day

  It's been a very busy day today. Mom and Charlie came by then mom and day, Misty & Matt, Megan, Richard & Missy, and the grand-kids. All in all pretty busy day. The company was nice. The grand-kids weren't allowed up on this floor or in the room, but Josh and Brandon were insistent. The let them come up but they weren't allow to touch anything or come too close. I figured high five's didn't count, lol. Mom and dad stayed in the room and had Denise or I knew they were coming that fast we'd have waited long on the pain meds. I have to hit the premium time after taking the Morphine so that I can get the fullest effect. That ended up being done in front of them, wich I hated to do, Megan was also in here. Ended up dad tried to make small talk, I guess to take my mind off of it, mom never said a word, while I heard Denise snap at Megan no! She filmed it, lol.

  By the time the treatment was over mom left to go send Matt and Misty up... Misty said mom cried. I viewed the video that Megan done while Denise addressed my wounds, it is bad. I'm still at odds as to Megan putting it up or not.

  Misty had Megan take this picture of me and her. This is my oldest daughter. Pretty good picture, eh? Looking at this picture tonight made me realize that if it all ended tomorrow, I at least done 3 things right in my life and have had many blessings bestowed upon me... this being one of them. 

  We have excellent nurses again this night, hopefully my last one. I declined the sleeping pill after awaking in a freaked out state this morning. I don't understand a lot of this, but the one thing I do is something that I have always understood, moderation.I am going to attempt to talk with Panella about this internal swelling of my throat.http://lightnight99.blogspot.com/2009_12_01_archive.html